Kichiyo101

Well. Life is life. I've become... more mature, more... motivated, I guess you could put it, to make my life better. Cut some "friend" out of my life that was making bad choices and trying to drag me into it. I'll not be around that type of behavior. She just... didn't respect the fact I said no. Oh well. I refuse to become a drunk with her. Hell no. I have cut some habits of mine out as well. Self destructive habits. Smoking and cutting. I have been clean... And I am staying strong. I broke my two year clean spell of smoking a few months ago, but after that, I picked myself back up and am going to try my damnedest not to do it again. I will

A lot of changes have been made in my life, actually. I finally got back together with the most wonderful man of all time, I've got a new best friend, I'm moving out in a month, I'm getting more hours at my job and making more money, I'm not as health risked as I used to be...... Whaaaaaat? I'm moving out? THAT'S RIGHT! I am finally moving out of my parents' house and moving into my own apartment with my best friend and my boyfriend. I can finally do what I want, I can finally make my own decisions, and I do not have to worry about time limits and shit. God I am so excited about this. Yet, at the same time, I'm really scared and stressed

It has been 3 months since I lost my someone special... 3 months... He and I talked about the reason we broke up, and resolved everything. In about 2 weeks, he will be mine again. Completely. And forever. <3 We have distanced from each other, and it has been hard for me, so we both agreed to ease back into the relationship for 2 weeks, taking it slow, to see if this decision is really what we both want. If it does not work out, then we are to break it off completely and go our separate ways. I sincerely hope that never happens. I do love him with every inch of my heart, and I can TRULY say that I have never loved anyone as much as I lo